Today wasn't a good day. But I suppose it could be worse. I feel kinda bad for her. As I said, anything that everyone is trying to do is out of care and concern and I hope she does not misunderstand our intentions. Once again, I do not want anyone to take sides.

And it appears that I am the one who caused the hurt first. Without knowing how. I am not sure if I want to know actually. Probably, eventually I'll need to know I guess. But why am I afraid if I have a clear conscience? Whatever it is, I am not a perfect person. I make my mistakes and maybe, this time I made a really serious one without knowing it. I don't know.

Right now, I just pray that she is okay. Because I still care for her, no matter how she sees me now.