So its back to school again. Exciting week ahead with amath test over and carnival coming on etc.

I failed my chem test T.T I really hate how it must take a failure to wake me up. But at least I wake up. I've decided to make a list of all the stuff I am unsure about chem and arrange a consultation with Mr. Yeo, just like how I do with Mrs Chan.

I feel kinda fuzzy and weird inside now, unfortunately, not the good kind of fuzzy I usually post about, cause of what I am preparing to face tomorrow. I feel really really scared but yet I can't put my finger on what  I am scared of. Something that has been accumulated, hidden, bottled in for 3 years may be found out tomorrow. Till now, I am still not sure if I want to know. Did I really commit such a terrible "crime" that I am not even aware of? Have I subconsciously caused hurt that is so deep it leads to how things are today? I'm not sure if I want to know, or if I would eventually even find out. I mean, it makes me scared to think, 3 years is a really long time. And YET, if I do not find out, I'll never know the answer to..a lot of things.

Well, however this may be resolved/case closed tomorrow, I hope that from tomorrow onward, everything can be back to normal and the clique can be happy again. Almost. I also hope to be happy in CCA again, because SC robotics is one of the few places that I feel that I truly belong.