Woke up early today to make pancakes. <3 Added chocolate chips to half the batter to make chocolate chip pancakes. Drizzled the pancakes with hershey's chocolate syrup too :))

Sometimes, I really do wonder what I would do without my sister. She is kinda my source of protection and comfort in the house. When I get blamed/scolded etc etc. for really random reasons, she would usually stick up for me. Unless I'm really wrong in the situation. Which I think is definitely reasonable. I do know when I am wrong and have to admit and fix my mistakes.

Honestly, I really don't want to be at home sometimes but not that I have a choice. If I go out, my parents are gonna doubt that I studied because even when I am home for the whole day, they will still doubt my self-control and initiative to study.

I am only a student, there is only so much I can do in a day. How to "manage my time well" if dad wants me to clean, mum wants me to do my own laundry, I have to study and do homework and take care of Timmy?
Apparantly, I OUGHT to sacrifice my rest and leisure to do cleaning and chores.

I just got stopped in the middle of my post to pack my things and save them from the jaws of the dustbin. -.-
Aw. As if I am not used to this anymore. Oh well.

Sometimes, as a joke, my parents say that they would install a CCTV in the house. Sometimes I do wish they do. Then they will finally believe that I am doing stuff. >:[  Yea, my parents love me and care for me, buy my necessities and even wants, drive me to school when i need a ride but sometimes, I would give all that for a little UNDERSTANDING and AFFIRMATION.

I can't find a good confidante in school anymore. Someone who would actually listen and understand? Telling me to chill is not going to do anything much, but better than nothing.\ I miss my seniors so so much. I was really happy to see Megan on Friday and say Hi to Brenda over the phone. She thought I was Carmen but nevermind xD


Have to go now, before I get blasted. byee