I'm back to rant. FLL is over. And thats a weight off my shoulders.
We didn't get the championship though, 6-year defending champion, finally beaten  :P Nevertheless, I am still proud of EF and CC. We did brilliant in anyway!
But I can't deny it wasn't disappointing xP My heart totally sank when I heard our team name earlier than we are used to. I can understand why my junior was so disappointed. T.T Then when I checked my phone, all the comforting messages came in but somehow that made me feel even T.T

Right now, I've kinda gotten over it. And I'm really happy that one of our teammates has been chosen to go to America with the winning team :)) Though she may not go, it is a sign that she has what it takes! EF is proud of you! :))

The thing that is worrying my right now is my grades. I have failed 2 math tests and I am seriously worried. Chemistry wasn't any better. In fact, I think I might have gotten the lowest in class. :'( I don't want my mum/dad to attend PTD. Maybe I shouldn't have been so caught up with the competition, (not that I'm blaming it)

And I feel really bad now because I walked out on one of my best friends. I really didn't mean it but I felt it might have prevented my from arguing further or something. Honestly, I really wanted to cry when I heard such a statement made in front of me. :'( It was one of my more sensitive spots. I hope all the drama in school ends soon.
I miss the seniors so so much!




ALRIGHT. Depressing stuff aside, I am playing guitar for class CIP :)))) awesome awesome! :D I hope they don't change their mind about letting me play though, hopefully I will play well tomorrow.

Another good thing is that I defintely don't hate studying anymore. In fact, I have been considering to take the safe path and go to JC --- ACJC/AJ mayyyyyyybe NJ. If I do score well enough. But I shall not think about that now and just focus on my Os.

Anyway, the Musical that Brenda invited me and a few other friends to was really a good reminder of God's presence amidst this turmoil. Though we appear to face all kinds of bad stuff, God is always providing for us.

And also., the song "voice of truth" is exceptionally inspiring to me.