Sigh. Today was supposed to be a good day. Oh well, CG was fun.

We were supposed to watch a free movie for The Lorax but the tickets ended up being invalid so we/ I ended up watching hunger games for the second time :> Oh well, no complaints there. Thereafter, we sat on the steps outside J8, chilling out and eating tako balls.

I'm feeling like $&*@& now. (that wasn't meant to be a profanity. I just cant find a word to describe it)
I just need someone to talk to. That is not a guy. Sorry Mr. Guardian Angel :x
All my friends are at the guides campfire. I'm kinda glad they are having fun and things seem alright now. As long as there all right, I guess I'm good. But things can be better.
I really miss my GERALTHER(NON) now. A lot.I miss feeling like I belong.  Don't get me wrong,  don't think they are leaving me out. I just can't relate to the things they like, the things they value and vice versa. But I still really love them as friends and would treat them like my siblings.