I'm exhausted yet theres so much on my mind that I can hardly go to sleep. The childrens' programme went well I guess. But it was so chaotic and I feel practically useless. I like children, but looks like I really cannot handle them. :( I think they don't like me :( But I guess they are young and still do not understand that I take the penknife away from them and stoppingls from going into the gents for a reason. Heh. But this makes me kinda worried..what if Aren doesn't like me anymore? :(( But I still love you Aryee and Aren :')

Then, watching the kids makes me think..
I have one thing I really have to admit. I'm proud to say this even if I'm already 15 and people may think its a kiddish and uncool thing to do. I have a sister that almost always understands, who is the most willing to listen to my stupid and annoying rants(apart from God maybe) and I love my sister :)