So..exams ended. We (Xinying, Yuting and Renee and me) went to Rosemary's house to chill out. After a while, we went to collect the popin cooking from CandyPlay Singapore. Then, being too excited, I wanted to begin right away. So we went ahead and did the gummyland set before dinner. It was really awesome fun but really harder than it looks to make the gummies. It tasted pleasant as well but definitely, the taste does not match up to ready made gummies. The dinner was scrumptious, prepared by Rosemary's mum, who was very generous, friendly and hospitable. I did not stay over cause of enrichment the next day. :((

But the enrichment (social and fine dining etiquette) was more interesting than I had expected, the trainers were fun and the content was good. It was an enriching experience, especially the "hands-on" part. Yep, the five course meal tasted quite good too! The personal effectiveness course was also more fun than I had expected it to be. Better than the previous years', thats for sure.

That aside, time for ranting...I sometimes don't think I can do this much longer. I really don't like to be the one trying to partch things together and then no one see the effort much less appreciates it and then just gahh..can't explain this. Nevermind I just leave that for now.

AND why can't they understand that this is difficult for me? Or maybe, at the least, offer some assurance. I feel so insecure and unsure now. Plus, being slammed in the face by yet another disappointment today isn't helping very much. But I don't think I will be giving up.

Yeap. Artsie Melancholic indeed.

I guess all that I can do now is keep praying. The Lord understands fully :')