Its the 13th August. And I'm currently spending my last 1 hr + of my official childhood.
Looking back, it was a tough, but amazing journey.

Despite the trails and difficulties and all the not so nice feelings/happenings, especially throughout this year, I know that God has blessed me with wonderful friends. It wasn't easy finding a group where I belonged in school. Generally, people who are a little different, dopey, etc, just find it difficult to find a place, in this case in school. In school, there are generally 3 places where I feel like I belong -- 3GR/4GR, Robotics and with the VILLAGE.

The whole village thing came about when I realised that our circle of friends was generally bigger than other cliques. Also, pretty much more diverse. Hence, eventually, we refer to our circle of friends as the Village.

And since last year, Ive had a moment named after me. Called the Shannon Moment. (obviously)..
Its just used to describe me when I am blur, do something clumsy or dumb, or just forgetful. Then it started to be used on others when they have such moments. xD

If I were to reflect on stuff now, it will probably be melo and deep and long.

But as for now, I think, I just hope, that with the coming of the 14th August, is not just another birthday, but a day that I can make a commitment, to continue living to the fullest, to be a Testimony to God and a help to people.

Last night, I read a post/comment of facebook from some time back that I wished I hadn't read.
Now I feel even worse about the thing that happened almost 6 months back.

It seriously feels like adsasjfid..
Its like a double slap from last time someone told me it is likely that I didn't do my presentation with enthusiasm.
Its bad enough to be struggling with your studies and yet have to work hard to keep up with a 6 year expectation. I really don't know whether to feel sad or mad or disappointed about that comment, but I really wish I didn't read it.
Now thinking back, I really wonder if I should have been in ef. I didn't have the technical competency, nor the brilliant mind. and sometimes I just wonder that if someone with more experience were to take my place, whether it would have turned out differently.

Sigh.. okok, I shall not think about it.