I realise I haven't posted in awhile. Been really tired and busy with schoolwork. I practically slept the weekend away. Term 2 must have taken its toll on me o.0
Theres school for another three weeks. Oh well, at least theres one week holiday. Prob the best I'd ever get before Olevels end.
Study Camp has been alright, pretty productive, but draining too. And I think they're trying to make us fat with the food. O.O

Thursday was the last day in official training for SC robotics. Theres EEP next week but only a few will be there. Somehow, I didnt feel as sad as I thought I would. More of a sense of nostalgia and an odd sinking and empty-ish feeling. Sounds so melodramatic but yea. xD
I'll miss the collapsing cupboard door, the windmill built by the seniors, the props and box of art materials left behind by generations of seniors.
Robotics definitely taught me more than robotics. I guess I came in scared,afraid that I would face rejection once again but I'm glad I'm really wrong about that. I couldn't ask for better seniors and cca mates. I really did learn to open up gain more confidence and pretty much, discover the person I am. Both positive and negative O.o

Then yesterday(Friday) was sports fest. Scs first sports fest(in place of sports day and swim carnival). It was good that it allowed everyone to take part in interclass games but it could have been better. Many awkward sections. Good change though.

After sports fest, me, xy, mx, jo, vf and ac walked to serene centre. The macs there was sooooooo crowded O.o but we managed to get a seat. v and her sis had to leave first. :( We talked and eat and talked. Got a really bad headache halfway through xD  Must be from the sun earlier. After we were done we took a bus back to school for study camp. Poped by to talk to the juniors. See. Barely a day after stepping down and the seniors already 不放心　xD Sigh. A realise that CCA becomes an important part to a student since it sticks with you for 3-4 years, unlike class which you change almost every year. I was kinda apprehensive for my last day of cca when I heard about others'. Sounded so sad O.O ANYWAY, back to the point, after chatting with the juniors for a bit, we went back to study camp. The vp came in and was really glad to see us studying so she bought us ice cream xD thanks! Thats really nice of her. But after the ice cream I just didnt feel like eating the tea break curry puff anymore so I just made the "study camp chocolate cereal thing" everyone knew so well.
We talked about dreams during tea break. And I realised how scary dreams can be. I had many scary dreams come to think of it. Though I am still quite amused by the fact that I have a reccuring dream of jumping down two stories in a shopping mall and making a perfect landing.

Well, thats pretty much whats interesting this week.

Its a school holiday today. Honestly, surprisingly, I really wish there was study camp today :// I absolutely have no discipline.

This morning, I revisited the long lost joy of making miniatures. Tries making Toniellison's pizza but it didn't turn out quite nice as I wanted it. Probably from the lack of practice and the fact that I'm using ADC. I think polymer still works best for me but my mums not letting me get any until after Os. Wise decision i would say 0.0

I'm halfway through editting the mothers day video. Still lacking 7 messages. But I'm really quite excited for the release :D

Feeling kinda confused and thrown off track now. All that has been happening recently makes me wonder if I am really being too nice.Not being egoistic there. Oh, whoops suddenly lost my train of thought -.- will update when it comes back to me.

Phew, end of another week! that was tiring :/
 made a really big decision that involved a really big committment -- I joined study camp O.O someone says that the people who go who have an L1R5 of below 20 waste study camp space :/ That kinda made me feel bad and slightly awkward but come on, there must be, around 20 other people who have lower L1R5s than me ://  In any case, its been effective so far. I finally wrote my name and drew my signature robot on my mug and spoon today, but still haven't had any food. For some reason, I wasn't really hungry. Probably because of the tiredness.

Anyway, next week will be my/our last week in sc robotics. I prepared letters but am still in the midst of writing them. Somehow, I keep getting stuck halfway through. *awkward balloon/turtle*

I'm really excited for PlaybyhEARt's "debut". :)